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Living in Emotional Waves

December 5, 2023

I DON’T FEEL LIKE Businessing this week

This week my energy has been extremely low. I always imagine in times like this, ROCK STAR”Business Owners FAKE IT TIL THEY MAKE IT, or they NO PAIN NO GAIN IT. 

Not me. I settle into this lethargy and allow it to take me on a ride. I live my life in emotional waves.

I sometimes refer to these times as my quarterly mid-life crisis…because that’s about how often this occurs.

I used to fight it when I was younger. But the more I fought, the longer it lasted.

Now I stop fighting as soon as I realize what’s happening.  my body and mind are telling me I’ve done enough and It’s time to take a break.

Lord knows my conscious brain won’t do it for me, so my unconscious mind takes over.

I was taught to Hustle and physically work hard. I transferred that mentality to my brain and at some point decided that if I’m not mentally working hard, I’m not valuable. But as time goes on, I see the lie in this. 

I have never been effective when I’m overloaded, But my stubborn brain just won’t give up! Even if it takes me 4 times longer to complete a task, I resist the urge to stop and give myself the space to really think. 

Hustle and hard work are easy.

THINKING IS HARD!

Thinking takes freedom and stillness,  Something I struggle with. 

The deep work that will grow me and my companies only come from taking the time to think.

Thinking feels a lot like laziness, which is the opposite of what I have been conditioned to feel. 

But that’s exactly what I need.

My brain is most alive when I give myself the space and luxury of thinking. 

Turns out Being unproductive is the best gift I can give myself. 

My unconscious mind always knows what I need long before “I” recognize it.

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